I know that our life was not perfect ... but it was perfect enough for me. Thank you Sweetheart for all the years, all the memories.
Thank you for loving me. I love you back!!!!!
You were such a force in my life, honey.
You made it easy to love you, and to submit to you. You made me want to put you before myself.
But I don't know what to do now. Where do I go? What do I do?
I am not even sure who I am anymore.
There are moments I still feel like your wife ... and then the reality sucker punches me all over again - that I am your WIDOW.
I miss you.