This has to the most difficult thing for me to do.
I want to protect those I love from pain now and down the road.
I can only do so much tho.
No matter the danger I know is there ahead of them.
As Momma always told me,
"Honey, having "the gift"
(being able to see things before they happen)
is both the greatest blessing and the worst curse." My heart 💔 often ...
Especially when all that is left is to be quiet.
and praying for,
the woman I will be for the rest of my life.
Hoping that she's happy,
living life unapologetically,
doing what she enjoys,
treasuring the moments,
being loved & loving.
I believe this is what Rick wanted for me ... and I am beginning
(after a long hard road of getting here)
to believe that I am worthy of it.
(I was told I was)
This has been the most frustrating day with electronics
I think in EVER for me. UGH.
Computer & cell phones -
NOTHING seemed to work.
They work for a few minutes like everything is hunky-dory.
Then - BAM!
Just as I am involved in some part of work.
If I had had a hammer ... lol
Thank goodness it is Friday afternoon! lol...