 This is something I think I have always known, just never experienced it on this level before … I really need to listen to my own body more often.  Another truth I have always known, and yet never experienced to this degree, nor on this level.  Makes it not so hard to tell who your true friends are … Sadly  Like pulling hair out frustrating! And sad. And discouraging. Nothing to do but just shut up and breathe.  This is a difficult thing to live with when adults do it. Even harder when a child is allowed to do the same thing. |  As she said on "Pretty Woman" - it's just easier to believe the bad things.  All I can say is ... "THANK GOD!"  Working on setting and ENFORCING my boundaries. Not as easy as one would think. Makes me miss Rick even more - He was my ENFORCER.  That is the cold & hard truth. I know what I feel in my heart. Sadly. And I know what my mind tells me. Which do I listen to, especially when they are as different as night and day?  Sad, but true. |
 | I am a Survivor. I will survive this storm, too. Must admit tho, at this time? I feel more alone ... Weaker ... Less Hopeful ... than I have felt since Rick died. |
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