This is something I think I have always known, just never experienced it on this level before … I really need to listen to my own body more often. Another truth I have always known, and yet never experienced to this degree, nor on this level. Makes it not so hard to tell who your true friends are … Sadly Like pulling hair out frustrating! And sad. And discouraging. Nothing to do but just shut up and breathe. This is a difficult thing to live with when adults do it. Even harder when a child is allowed to do the same thing. | As she said on "Pretty Woman" - it's just easier to believe the bad things. All I can say is ... "THANK GOD!" Working on setting and ENFORCING my boundaries. Not as easy as one would think. Makes me miss Rick even more - He was my ENFORCER. That is the cold & hard truth. I know what I feel in my heart. Sadly. And I know what my mind tells me. Which do I listen to, especially when they are as different as night and day? Sad, but true. |