January 3, 2019

Searching for that balance as for a hidden treasure.

For my family & friends in Texas

This.
This would be the absolute perfect vacation.

You. Are. Welcome. Lol

Me. 😒

If it were not necessary,
I wouldn't have a phone.
Sigh.

Does it make me an evil person to hope this is true Karma? Sigh

I'm learning to make this decision better, and stand firmer in those decisions.

What a great movie!

True story. Lol

And that is my heritage

Last night the missing of Rick, and all that went with him, was overwhelming.
As I lay there, the tears fell silently until I fell asleep.
I woke up around 3 (as usual).
Sitting in the chair trying not to think,
I made the decision to allow myself one thing each day to miss most,
but also to search for and mention one thing that I am thankful for being blessed with
in that day.
Today I will do 3 of each, to catch up to today.  
For January 1: 
Missing the most?
Hugs. The innocent ones, that simply say, "I care about you".
Thankful most?
For the UK Cats winning the Citrus Bowl :)
That was an AWESOME game! Enjoyed it so much!
For January 2:
Missing the most?
Forehead kisses. Again, they simply say, "I care about you".
Thankful most?
For a granddaughter who sends me chat messages
simply because she loves her Grannee and misses me.
I love you Kyla.
And for today, January 3:
Missing the most? A kiss.
One that makes me feel like I deserve that kiss, that I am worthy of being kissed.
Thankful most?
Coffee. ☕️☕️☕️