Last night the missing of Rick, and all that went with him, was overwhelming.
As I lay there, the tears fell silently until I fell asleep.
I woke up around 3 (as usual).
Sitting in the chair trying not to think,
I made the decision to allow myself one thing each day to miss most,
but also to search for and mention one thing that I am thankful for being blessed with
in that day.
Today I will do 3 of each, to catch up to today.
For January 1:
Missing the most?
Hugs. The innocent ones, that simply say, "I care about you".
For the UK Cats winning the Citrus Bowl :)
That was an AWESOME game! Enjoyed it so much!
For January 2:
Missing the most?
Forehead kisses. Again, they simply say, "I care about you".
For a granddaughter who sends me chat messages
simply because she loves her Grannee and misses me.
I love you Kyla.
And for today, January 3:
Missing the most? A kiss.
One that makes me feel like I deserve that kiss, that I am worthy of being kissed.
Why this page?
I wanted a place to share coffee thoughts & memes. I use Facebook & Twitter to do just that, however, I realize that many people are getting fed up with all the drama that is on either, and both. So many that were using those 2 social medias to stay in touch, have taken a step back - yet they still want to know thoughts that go thru this scattered widow's brain. If you are interested, here it is :) - - without the drama.
Website designed & developed by Margaret McCoy
God is God over the storms in my life & world -
and I am His.
Trusting in Him. Holding to His Promises as He holds me.
Learning to laugh, to love, & to live ... again - without Rick, but with God
Life goes on ... even when we don't want it to.
Great grief is indicative of a great Love.
Rick, my Sweetheart.
Margaret, his Beloved.
Always & Forever.