Sigh. It has been a few days over 3 months now that Rick has been working as a milk transport driver.
I am still facing the "giant" of loneliness. But - I am trying to find purpose and direction as well.
Our son and daughter-in-love as well as our daughter and son-in-love blessed us with the grandkids over spring break. :-) What a time we had! All the laughter and hugs! Yes, with all the grandkids around we had our share of squabbles and
hurt feelings. Even had a fist fight or two between the boys. But, all in all - a truly wonderful and UNQUIET week! LOL
We are praying about some choices and decisions in these next few days/weeks.
Asking for God to give us wisdom beyond ourselves, as well as that He will keep us in the center of His will and plans. Jeremiah 29:11
God is good. God is great.
All the time.
Even in those times that we don't understand or like.
Trying to learn to Praise Him in the Storm ...
For me this year "Spring Cleaning" means going thru a LOT of stuff!!!
...In my heart before the Lord.
I pray that God will work His way and will in me.
Purging my life and my heart.
Making me pure before Him.
I want Him to be able to wrap His arms around me and hold me close to His own heart.
So that I can hear His heartbeat, feel Him breathe.
I want to be able to look up and see into His eyes - see the love shining out, know the joy He has in me.
To reach up and touch the very face of God - loving Him back!
Just to hear His voice and know that it is my Abba Father!
To learn to LIVE in the Presence of God.
Worshipping Him in all that I say, in all that I do, in all that I am.
...In the house.
It is amazing (and not so much in a good way!) how much "stuff" a couple can gather in during such a short time!
This winter has been a rough time for us and "stuff" has just gotten stashed and stacked! So ... I am going to be taking each room apart.
Going thru stuff.
Cleaning and sorting.
Figuring out what we really need and what we want.
If something is here to just "fill space" - then it is LEAVING!
...In the computers.
How does a computer get so "junked up"???
...In this body.
Time to face the giants of being overweight and out of shape - again!
...With our finances.
Thankfully, we are on the edge of getting out of debt!
We can actually see a glimmer of light at the end of this darkness.
So why "Scattered Feathers" ? ? ?
You can read it here